Faerie Card Reading for the Week of January 13th – 19th, 2014
Card: Moving Forward Fearlessly from the Healing with the Fairies Oracle Cards by Doreen Virtue.
“You are making big breakthroughs in your life by putting your Divinely inspired ideas into action. Trust that you are guided each step of the way”
Message from Erin: This morning as I lay in bed, starting to feel the flu take over my body, I felt a strong message come to me from my guardian angels. At first I heard “Fear is the real killer”. I have found myself saying this to myself a few times in the past few months, so I was not surprised to hear it come back to me.
I have recently found myself in a situation where I felt afraid. I felt afraid for myself – for my personal well-being and safety. I was dealing with a person who wasn’t able to respect my boundaries and this made me feel afraid. Sometimes when I go into fear I find it hard to be in a place of love. In fact, I almost completely shut down except for the fear and anger that I am experiencing in that moment. When I experience that level of fear, I go into such a defensive mode where I in turn want that person to experience the level of fear that I have endured. This is my anger consuming me. I want justice. I go into this place where I want them to pay for what they have done. This may last only a few moments, but I can tell you that in those moments I am not feeling any love for that person or myself. But what is at the root of these painful moments for me? Fear. Fear is the killer. Fear is what is stopping me in the moments to really look at the situation and myself.
One could argue that fear is a completely natural emotion that is necessary for survival, and I completely agree. It was the fear that got me to realize that this was an unhealthy situation that I needed to get out of. I am thankful for my fears for keeping me alive and safe. What isn’t healthy for me is that I can allow my fears to consume me in an irrational way. Even after I have removed myself from the situation, I remain in a place of fear. Once that fear has been triggered I can really hold onto it. I can see that when I do this, I am also then perpetuating the unhealthy relationship that I have with that person. If I am constantly in a place of fear with them, then I am unable to move forward and I remain in an unhealthy psychological pattern where I am afraid of that person, allowing them to have power over me instead of me having power over myself. Fear is the killer. When I am in a place of fear then I am unable allow the healing that is so desperately needed to occur. The only monsters there are in this world are the ones that I create in my mind, and it is the fear of these monsters that holds me back from the love that I truly desire.
This card jumped out of the deck as I was shuffling and the Faeries told me that this card is for everyone. What I was shown this morning by my guardian angels was that I have created these so called monsters in my life. My guides assured me that I am safe in this world and that is my own fears that have always drawn these unwanted situations and people in my life. Our thoughts and feelings really do create the world around us, and my fears are what are killing my dreams.
I was asked this by one of my guardian angels this morning: Do you choose love or do you choose fear? What will it be? The Faeries are asking you the same question: Do you choose love or do you choose fear? We are being asked this question all the time. How are we answering this question with our thoughts, words, feelings and actions?
Let’s promise ourselves to choose love, and let’s ask our angels and faeries to help us.
Divine Might I AM Presence, I am requesting that the angels and faeries assist me at this time. I am requesting that they help me to open my heart and receive their divine love and guidance. I know that they are with me at all times and I am ready to accept their guidance. I would like them to show me how to choose love over fear. I pray and ask for their assistance in helping me to choose only people and situations in my life that are healthy and in right relationship with my highest good. Thank you so much for listening to my prayers. Thank you it is done.
It is time for me, and I hope it is time for you, to move forward fearlessly.
Much love to you all,